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Sunday, February 8th, 2009
12:23 pm
Sometimes.
I wonder why things happen the way the do.

Why certain things fail,than others dont,that I expect to.
Why Is what I question myself with most.
More,than any other thing.

Why.why.why.


3 fucking simple letters,can tear you're life up,or make you the happiest person ever.

Pretty FUCKING crazy.
Saturday, August 9th, 2008
6:01 am
you kno
you kno wa i hate,is findin out shit from ppeople saying shit about me,you crazy people whoo is always talk about me from year ago.

haha that shit make me laugh

i am havin very good night tonight for the first time in while
i t is like 6am and i jus got home

everyon go see wednesday 13 at bkbooth on 19th with my lvelys lck <3

happy bday illness <3

o i am sleep now :)
Monday, May 14th, 2007
1:01 am
I really want to update in here,but i dont trust alot of people on my friendslist.Im going to make a new journal since yeah i have officially changed my last name,again! =) and of course ill add the ones i talk to and stuff.

Alot of things are bugging me lately.

Tonight was godsmack.It was alright.I didnt really care to be there.It's always nice hanging out with them though.I've been gone all weekend.Im exhausted.I cant sleep too many things running through my head.I have the worst headache ever.I really need a job.Im officially broke.Like i have nothing at all.I miss david so much.So many things are going on right now.I've lost my head.Ive been sober for a week and a few days now.I feel all psycho and stuff.I was backstage most of the time tonight i came out for 3 songs at the end.and i got kicked in the face and got a bloody nose.I feel high because everyone was smoking weed.It was fucking insane.Im not going to be around much anymore.Im getting myself together.The last time anyone will probably see me is at ibar wednesday because i promised kay and steve i'd take them and i dont break promises no matter what.Im going to be out of it the whole fucking time though.I know it.I dont know what is wrong with me.I feel so i dunno how to explain it.

but this was my adhd post of me zoning the whole time.

time to make a new lj name =)


Current Mood: crappy
Sunday, May 13th, 2007
6:04 pm
i got lucky.....

tonight ill be backstage at godsmack and some mystery band.



=)



im so excited.


this weekend was amazing.


i ended up in complete tears.
Friday, May 11th, 2007
12:22 am
Uht oh.

two members of a big band here have that hawts for me.

and then a vocalist of another band does.

oh gawd!

thats is exciting.

i <3 my david.

i see him tommorow.

tonight i was talking to him and he told me...
that he thinks he is moving to arizona....
and i started crying...
i really dont want him to...
he said he wants me to go...but...i dont REALLY like arizona.
:/

ughhhhh!
i just cant wait to see him.


i might be at lck on saturday in gainsville,holla if you see me.


ive been sober awhile now.
so i really wanna drink this weekend since ill be with david =)

Current Mood: bouncy
Tuesday, May 8th, 2007
8:55 pm
Thursday im driving to go spend the weekend with him =)

I'm really excited.
I've missed him so much this week.

I've been looking for jobs all fucking week.
I've applyed at alot of fucking places!
Im hoping i get one of the 20 something jobs i applyed for.

JEEZ.

I didnt take any photos of us.
Kay face does though! =D

I fucking ADORE him!
=D


Current Mood: hyper
Thursday, May 3rd, 2007
9:59 am
I realized something,and yeah im kinda all like pissy about it,because it's something but it doesnt matter,It's basically worthless.I'll never be able to admit it.....


I <3 Kay-face.
Tommorow we go get her boo from the airport.


Really good show.


Btw the spank and flake adventure was fucking amazing,i got to drive spankys car or else we all would've been in ponelis county jail!

"what happends in st pete stays in st pete"

I met some really hot chicks!!!

Current Mood: tired
Sunday, April 29th, 2007
10:19 pm
This weekend has to of been the BEST weekend ever!

OMGGG do i have alooooot to update about and so many photos.

=]

"the SPANK AND FLAKE adventure also featuring dead duckie,KAY FACE and lea"

ohhh god yes!

Current Mood: happy
Thursday, April 26th, 2007
1:24 am
So eh...

i like doing 110 mph.

its niiiiiice.

Its feels like your loosing control.
sometimes i wish id loose control

my car is basically fucked up.
not under the hood,but the body.
its all dinted in and stratched to bloody hell.
thanks hardcore kids for not knowing how to park a car.

i talked to the guy from static-x,
it's worthlessss,for serious!!!!
sooo im done with that.

what the fuck ever yo.

i think im done with alot of stuff actually.

its like i DO something,and the whole world knows 10 minutes later.

Current Mood: aggravated
Wednesday, April 25th, 2007
12:44 am
i got his myspace

thank you jimmy!!!!!

i wrote him and asked him the question.

ugh.

no i await to see if what he said the night of static-x was real.



tonight was fun.

except for my car getting fucked up,getting hit in the face with a football and getting hit by a drunk guy and a bug falling on me.I FUCKING hate bugs.


(one day i hope you get that text i sent you a few days ago)

=X
Tuesday, April 24th, 2007
5:17 pm
I've met alot of wonderful people lately,I've been hanging out with them alot,I met someone at the static-x show,I cant find him ANYWHEEREE!!!!! :[ its driving me insane,and i've asked everyone that knows him to give me his myspace,either they dont know it,or they dont respond to me.

FUCK

I'll be at end of the rope this friday with spanky and kayface most likely.

tis going to be fun.

Current Mood: annoyed
Sunday, April 22nd, 2007
10:47 pm
was tagged by 2smokingbarrels

List 10 little known facts about yourself. Then choose 10 people to be tagged and write their names at the bottom of your list.

1.I hate odd numbers,if something is on a odd number I HAVE to change it.
2.I Like mixed drinks ;P
3.I am very loude.
4.I can never make up my mind.
5.I love going to shows and dancing.
6.I love getting piercied and tattooed.
7.I own a Mustang :P
8.I love my friends.
9.I lost my virginity on 4/20.
10.I Have a passion for music and LOVE making it.

I tag:
go0nandscream
killerfairy
leaderofpain
lovexseeker
mommyashy18
sacrack_whore
xxx_rachel
meatcleaversex
bull3ts_d0ntlie
sheseesdouble
Friday, April 20th, 2007
9:07 am
hehCollapse )

Current Mood: thoughtful
Thursday, April 19th, 2007
3:32 pm
I have made a decision and im going to stick to it,I promise.

I am not going to drink unless its a special occasion.


I never wanna see myself like that.
Im so dissappointed in MYSELF.

uGH

I am so sorryyyyyy.
Tuesday, April 17th, 2007
10:52 pm
I fucked up again...

well not recently...

something from a few months back is comming up again.

if i dont have 170 by april 29th im going to prison.


great.




FUCK YOU world.


i ow my mom 5 thousand.
i have to pay off credit cards.
i have to pay car insurance.
and now this.

and i couldnt even work today
i was too sick!!!!!!




donate to keeping me out of prison.


i hate how shit just comes back after months.

Current Mood: scared
Monday, April 16th, 2007
11:56 am
Is it bad to wake up after a dream and wish it was true?

:/



eghrrr.

Current Mood: disappointed
Saturday, April 14th, 2007
12:25 pm
Friday the 13th </3
Last night was officially the scariest ever.

We almost got into a car accident that would've had us ALL KILLED.

my friend was on drugs driving her car and i in the back seat in the middle no seat belt cuz there wasnt any,she is speeding like doing the most she could do,runs reds lights and this person had the right away if it wasnt for me screaming and jumping up to get the wheel,and swirving,we all would've been dead,I would've went through the windsheild.ive never been so scared either.I dont think i've ever sobered up so quick either.

And what sucks is I trusted her driving.....




I'm still freaking out.

Current Mood: numb
Friday, April 13th, 2007
3:00 am
I just got home from the hospital,I would like to thank everyone for comming and sitting with me in the waiting room for hours at the hospital.


-END SARCASAM-

I did get a few text though.
Thank you <33

They wanted me to stay overnight to do test tommorow (later today,basically),i said NO.


I cant fucking breathe.
I cant drive correctly,I get very light headed and go off road.
I puke like everything.
I fainted like 4 times yesterday.


Ugh ;[

I think i should've stayed.
Oooh well....

Im going to sleep,I feel not alive much.
Thursday, April 12th, 2007
1:31 am
Me and kay are back from new jersey,it was a fucking BLASTTTTTTT.
we got back two nights ago.

we are going back in june.


i have no need to write in here anymore.
Sunday, April 1st, 2007
10:50 am
So,I have came to the conclusion that me and him are just better friends =)

& that was MY decision.

:]

I feel like I accomplished something?

HA

I have alot of photos to post from last night.


EVERYONE SAYS IM FABOULOUS DRUNK DRIVER! because im cautious and shit and dont do stupid shit.

im in lalalalaland.

im going to some party.

IT'S APRIL FOOLS =]

I hate being like...you know fooled.LOL

4days till me and kay go to jersey wooooot!
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